I cant seem to stop myself from fucking things up.

I have no idea how people do it,
I am so behind in life.
and I cant seem to catch up
not matter what I do.

I miss the past,
I went out with some old friends last night.
and I really miss the adventures we used to have.

I looked at her pictures and I just don't understand what you saw in her
at all.

and what you wont let yourself see in me.


I wish you'd be the one to show me I was worth giving a chance.




but other than that my life is actually starting to straighten itself out.

dream on dream weaver,

I just feel like no one cares anymore,
and that I am truly alone, and will be for awhile.